warzer

How it all started

I've been out of college for about 2 years now, basically ending my long distance relationship the christmas after i started working. The 3 hour time difference just wasn't working out for us. The relationship wasn't the best of times, and it was a rather short relationship so it wasn't that terrible of a loss. But trying to meet new people was hard to me, coming from college, it was really easy to meet people my age from friends of friends or through parties. However, work life is tremendously different, especially at an engineering company. Granted, the company I work for is rather large, and there are a large number of Recent College Grads working here, but the social dynamics are completely different. Well the routine started and next thing I know i've been working here for 2 years and haven't had a potential since college. At first it didn't really bother me, but slowly it just started eating away at me....did i make a mistake by not taking some of my college relationships farther etc. I don't know how it came up really, but my friend dropped off the answer I needed. He gave me a copy of "The Game." I was rather skeptical at first but if anything the book was an interested read. I struggled at first with the thought of turning myself in to a PUA. Did I really want to objectify women just so that I can have relationships with them. This of course is the social programming I had. I had a rather perfect view of what women are, and they were the perfect being, and to treat them any different just felt wrong. That was about a 4 months ago, but I have just now decided to really go with the flow. I don't know what really went into my decision, maybe it was a recent breakup of a friend who is a natural, or maybe it was my lonliness starting to tear away at me. Either way I needed a change in the lifestyle I was living....and here is to my first step at becomming a PUA.

posted by beiowulf @ 5:49 PM